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I don't feel well. I think school is killing me. I really think it is. I've screwed up so badly.
1. Intro to Tech. I missed a class for no real reason, just didn't feel like it, and it was an important class, with all kinds of info on stuff that's going to be on the super-hard test on Monday that apparently everyone ever has failed. And then I totally didn't take notes that one day because I just didn't feel like it, and I can't remember what the wrench with two open ends is called, and I'm screwed.
2. Stage Management. Fucked up well and good here. Lesson one of being a stage manager? You're never on time, you're before time. Guess who missed two classes in a row because of sudden inability to hear the alarm? Yep. Made it in today, at least. After changing the alarm.
3. Geography. I skipped lecture yesterday because it was too cold, which isn't so bad, I guess. But lab is going to kill me. I'm going to die. We had the first one last week. It's a two-hour lab. It was latitude and longitude. And I ended up going to a help session for an hour afterwards. It took me three hours to finish what pretty much amounted to looking in an atlas and doing some simple math. And I have lab tomorrow. And I hate it. I hate it so much.
And my sense of time is completely screwed up because I'm so tired. I was just in the shower, right, thinking about nothing in particular, and suddenly I didn't know what day it was and I was like "OMG I missed shop!" and, uh, no, shop was yesterday, and I did go, and it sucked, but I was there for two and a half hours, and you'd think I could remember that. But no.
I want it to not be cold anymore.
And I want...I want to be here, but I also want food. Food that I like. I can't exist solely on subs and taco pizza when they occasionally have taco pizza. If it wasn't cold I could go get something different, but it is cold. I want to cook, but I can't cook here.
I want it to be the weekend already.
And I want to watch Heroes, because I like Heroes, but I just don't feel like it. I'm sick.
1. Intro to Tech. I missed a class for no real reason, just didn't feel like it, and it was an important class, with all kinds of info on stuff that's going to be on the super-hard test on Monday that apparently everyone ever has failed. And then I totally didn't take notes that one day because I just didn't feel like it, and I can't remember what the wrench with two open ends is called, and I'm screwed.
2. Stage Management. Fucked up well and good here. Lesson one of being a stage manager? You're never on time, you're before time. Guess who missed two classes in a row because of sudden inability to hear the alarm? Yep. Made it in today, at least. After changing the alarm.
3. Geography. I skipped lecture yesterday because it was too cold, which isn't so bad, I guess. But lab is going to kill me. I'm going to die. We had the first one last week. It's a two-hour lab. It was latitude and longitude. And I ended up going to a help session for an hour afterwards. It took me three hours to finish what pretty much amounted to looking in an atlas and doing some simple math. And I have lab tomorrow. And I hate it. I hate it so much.
And my sense of time is completely screwed up because I'm so tired. I was just in the shower, right, thinking about nothing in particular, and suddenly I didn't know what day it was and I was like "OMG I missed shop!" and, uh, no, shop was yesterday, and I did go, and it sucked, but I was there for two and a half hours, and you'd think I could remember that. But no.
I want it to not be cold anymore.
And I want...I want to be here, but I also want food. Food that I like. I can't exist solely on subs and taco pizza when they occasionally have taco pizza. If it wasn't cold I could go get something different, but it is cold. I want to cook, but I can't cook here.
I want it to be the weekend already.
And I want to watch Heroes, because I like Heroes, but I just don't feel like it. I'm sick.