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I'm so freaking out right now and I don't know what to do.
First, in RPG news: ugh. I do not envy the mods of this one game right now.
See, okay, I placed my hold on Rowena on Thursday. Holds last for four days. Which means mine has expired. Not a problem, I got the app in on Saturday.
Except I just checked the character page, and someone else asked if they could hold Rowena. They asked just today.
So...I mean...what do the mods do? What will they do? Logically, if they're going to give it to me they should just bloody well do so already, because you can't/shouldn't be able to challenge an a) expired hold that b) has had an app in for two days already.
I don't care if they want to deny me just because they don't like my interpretation. Seriously, that's all right. I love the idea of the game and I'll gladly work up an original character. I'd like to be Rowena, but so what. But if they let this person challenge my app at this point, and I have to wait probably a whole week for a decision, and then that decision is to deny me...yeah, see you. That's bad management.
I'm trying to be patient, really I am, but I am not okay with waiting for another person to write up an app and for them to consider it when I ALREADY HAVE MINE IN. Jesus. And I'm just going to keep fretting until the mods decide something, and it might take them forever, because they are not exactly the quickest mods on the planet.
Second, in more RPG news, I'm trying to work with an idea I had for a new game, original modern fantasy (details at eleven? yes? no?) but it's kind of not going so well because I can't calm down enough to be coherent in the FAQ.
Third, I just failed a test. Yes, I did fail it. I know I always say that and then get a B or something, but no. This time I failed. I know because I left about half the answers blank. >.<
So I might be clinically depressed, anorexic*, overextended, yada yada yada. Point being, I'm cranky and pissed off, and Geography can go fuck itself, anyway.
* Okay, so maybe anorexic isn't the word. I don't know what to call this. I don't think I'm fat. I know I'm too skinny. I just hate food, and I can barely finish my food when I bother to go get any, except when it's junk food, because that I can devour in a matter of minutes. *sighs* It's some kind of eating disorder anyway.
First, in RPG news: ugh. I do not envy the mods of this one game right now.
See, okay, I placed my hold on Rowena on Thursday. Holds last for four days. Which means mine has expired. Not a problem, I got the app in on Saturday.
Except I just checked the character page, and someone else asked if they could hold Rowena. They asked just today.
So...I mean...what do the mods do? What will they do? Logically, if they're going to give it to me they should just bloody well do so already, because you can't/shouldn't be able to challenge an a) expired hold that b) has had an app in for two days already.
I don't care if they want to deny me just because they don't like my interpretation. Seriously, that's all right. I love the idea of the game and I'll gladly work up an original character. I'd like to be Rowena, but so what. But if they let this person challenge my app at this point, and I have to wait probably a whole week for a decision, and then that decision is to deny me...yeah, see you. That's bad management.
I'm trying to be patient, really I am, but I am not okay with waiting for another person to write up an app and for them to consider it when I ALREADY HAVE MINE IN. Jesus. And I'm just going to keep fretting until the mods decide something, and it might take them forever, because they are not exactly the quickest mods on the planet.
Second, in more RPG news, I'm trying to work with an idea I had for a new game, original modern fantasy (details at eleven? yes? no?) but it's kind of not going so well because I can't calm down enough to be coherent in the FAQ.
Third, I just failed a test. Yes, I did fail it. I know I always say that and then get a B or something, but no. This time I failed. I know because I left about half the answers blank. >.<
So I might be clinically depressed, anorexic*, overextended, yada yada yada. Point being, I'm cranky and pissed off, and Geography can go fuck itself, anyway.
* Okay, so maybe anorexic isn't the word. I don't know what to call this. I don't think I'm fat. I know I'm too skinny. I just hate food, and I can barely finish my food when I bother to go get any, except when it's junk food, because that I can devour in a matter of minutes. *sighs* It's some kind of eating disorder anyway.