School angst, don't mind me

Mm. I've decided to drop Clothing from my schedule for next semester. Not interested enough to stay in a class with no friends. I'll take a second study hall, which is good, because I've sold my soul - I mean, my first study hall - to Mrs. Au. I think she needs it - she has all three of her freshman Spanish classes first thing in the morning, and she has done nothing but frown grimly and complain about them so far this year. The least I can do to thank her for being wicked awesome is to grade things so she doesn't have to see any more apostrophes.

I don't...want to be in high school anymore. I'm so tired, all the time, I can't concentrate...I need to get out, or at least get the damn semester over with. Finals are next week...I have a test tomorrow over All the King's Men, which I have been fiercely blocking from my memory because I hate that book...I don't think I'm going to be able to finish my Government paper unless we get the Internet back by tomorrow, so it's a damn good thing I don't need it to graduate because I'm going to flunk...

I've never failed a class before. I got an Incomplete for seventh grade science, but then I did the work. I've almost failed before in high school...World History and art come to mind...but my grade has never rested on a single project that I really really do not want to do, and which I may not have the time or the resources to do.

I need to get out of here. I need to go to college and get a brand-new GPA and decent Internet and sleep. Sleep is key. I really hope it's possible to get all late classes, because I just can't wake up early anymore.

Best years of your life? Ha. If I didn't have writing, I'd have killed myself by now.

Whatever. I'm going to go read comics. Call me when it's June.